The biggest enemy we fight is between our own two
ears. Let that sentence soak in your mind for a minute. My pastor said that
while he was preaching a few Sunday nights ago and it really hit me. The
biggest battle I fight daily is contending with the lies that Satan tries to
put into my head. In a matter of minutes, I can think that everyone is mad at
me; when in reality, I am just over analyzing the conversations I have with
people in my mind! Is anyone else like this? You let Satan get in your mind and
twist reality. Really, the truth is no one is mad or upset with you but for
some reason you cannot get past your own mind and wondering thoughts.
Overthinking can kill your happiness in a matter of minutes. I am sad to say
that I am an over thinker by nature. I can overanalyze a situation or
conversation I have with someone until I am sick at my stomach. I have realized
lately that this is not the life that God wants me to live. I am putting too
much of my time and energy into things, that in the grand scheme of my life,
are miniscule. So I ask myself, Maci, why live like this?
Lysa TerKeurst, in her book Uninvited says, "If we allow our thoughts to stink, that smell
will leak out of every bit of us- our words, our actions, and especially our
reactions."
This is so true. I am the person who lets my own
thoughts ruin my day. Then eventually, it leads to ruining how I talk to people
and how I react to people. Maybe I am not the only person who does this. Maybe
we all get a little lost in our own thoughts sometimes. However, we have the
power to overcome it. This is where I answered my question why live like this?
The truth is I don’t have to life this way. I have the power of Jesus living
inside of me to overcome every overanalyzing, negative, and unwanted thought
that may try to come in my mind today. As believers, we must fix our thoughts
on Jesus and He will change our perspective. This powerful song has been on
repeat in my car lately. "But then Jesus arose with our freedom in hand,
that's when death was arrested and my life began" (Death Was Arrested,
North Point Inside out). Jesus gave us freedom from any thoughts that may be
consuming us. Jesus gives me freedom to live everyday consumed by his
love. Jesus didn't die on the cross for us to live a defeated life; He
died for us to live in victory. Today, I plan to stop letting my thoughts be my
own worst enemy and I hope you do the same. I plan on "living loved"
and choosing to trust the moments of clarity in the midst of chaos. Remember,
God has got this!
P.S. Take a minute to listen to this song. I promise it will be worth it! :)
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